An Inspiration....

I thought of taking a break from my study (again.... for the x time today...) and to add a gadget to my desktop so that I can see all the nice, soothing, relaxing pictures in a slideshow.... just to rest my eyes from time to time....

I got all the nice pictures on nature through the internet, and as I was choosing which picture to put into my slideshow, I got a sudden inspiration.... Nature is such a wonder!!! (I keep on thinking). Animals struggle to survive, we, on the other hand, don't have to. They fight over basic necessities in live in order to survive, we fight for money, for wealth! Shouldn't we be ashamed of ourselves?

hahaa, I just wish I would focus more on my books, since that is the way to keep me 'survived' in university.... That's how humans live, for their greeds....

わたしは泣くあかちゃんです。。。

hmm, again, my repetitive emotions of uncertainty... Indeed, I'm really am a cry baby... o.0 haiz~ neon ah neon, when are you going to stop being so silly.... cry... then ok... then emo... then again cry... haiz... what should I do with myself...?

\\\Emotions///

Recently was quite busy, and I wasn't able to post on my blog. Anyhow, my emotions have been like a roller coaster recently. Laugh and cry, then cry and laugh... I wonder, am I getting hysterical? But I went home every week, much more frequent than previous sem! I guess, I'm getting tensed again gua, feel like my heart hurts sometimes.... STRESSED~

I can't help feeling that I'm getting jealous over people with couple. Though I know that it would be tiring and dangerous to be in a relationship, but I can't help feeling that I want to know how people feel when they know that there'll be someone to catch them when they fall, to make them laugh when they're sad, to cheer them up and support them when they are down~

Love can't be measured, hard to analyse. People in love usually have the glow, the unexplainable happiness that shows out naturally.... The 'pika-pika' radiance on their face and of course, they always feel like they are constantly injected with endorphine! Oh how I wish, I can feel that... Alas, I'm not destined to have someone for me yet... Well, I did joked about not having a husband or even bf when I was younger.... =P But isn't this normal for a teenager?

Nowadays, walking near Times Square, little kids around 13+ already 'coupling'... I wonder, isn't it too soon? It might not be for them, in fact, I won't think of it until recently. Maybe I feel so due to the pressure of most of my friends are in a relationship? Seriously, I can smell my jealousy here....

Gahhhh!!!!!! **SLAP** wake up ah!!!! STOP it, you are making yourself crazy!!! Focus on studies, and stop!!! Seriously DO STOP!!! Relationships that are started from a rumour won't last! And you, you are not meant to be in a relationship! So concentrate on what you should! baka yui-chan!

Suddenly feel like listening to my favourite classicals

Love the lyrics of this song !!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vzr6zqO7bwA

~Sixteen going on seventeen~

- from the Sound of Music -

Christmas and New Year ^^

I had the most amazing Christmas this year! This was how I celebrated my 2010 Christmas...

24th Dec: Met Cheryl and Catherine, my special 'ji mui's @ Leisure Mall.

Had triple scoop ice-cream waffle (our food) and some drink...

Shop for some hair accessories

Met Wen Ru to have short chat and tea together!

25th Dec: Went to Reuben's father's orphanage house for lunch

Had Kumer as our driver for the day! =)

Got the chance to meet up with Shok Yeen, John, Reuben, Kumer, Thiru and Laken.

26th Dec: Went to Joshua's church during Sunday morning service for their church activity.

Heard Karmun Ooi played and sang "under your wings" (womderful!!!)

Had lunch with Joshua and Shok Yeen (nice food!)

Played a new game -> Saboteur!!!

Happy winning a few rounds =D

Met more friends, Christopher and Leonard! hehee ^^

Went for dinner with Albert, Joshua, Justin and Kar Heng together with Shok Yeen.

Sweet!!!!

However, my new year is not as enjoyable as my Christmas though...

31st Dec: off to BAKSIS (Bakti Siswa) or homestay @ Felda Sungkai Perak with Chee Tatt, Yi Chin, Wai Kit (Garfield), Su Seng and most importantly Yun Xin who sacrificed to keep me company.

stayed with a mak angkat (Mak Abadiah) and 7 other seniors.

played 'pepsi-cola', 'a e i o u', batu seremban, 'jin gu bang'.... (went back to our childhood

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played 'uno', spilled some secrets out and managed to get some secrets out of some friends.

watch 'Magika' while waiting for countdown, and watch fireworks closely during midnight!

1st & 2nd Jan: Continued to involove in BAKSIS programmes.

Detoured to Felda Sungai Klah, Perak's hotspring, took lots and lots of pic with Yun Xin dear ^^

Had waffle + corn in cup + ice lemon tea + honeydew ice kimo with Yun Xin as dinner! (yummy~)

Tired and exhausted reaching UKM.

3rd Jan: On faccebook and found out that 'banana' & ' cephalopoda' in a relationship!!! Shocked and super mad at them for not telling us! huh!!!

Overall, there are mad crazy fun times and some bored, dull, sacrificed time towards the end of my year... Happy 2011!!! =)

Those 2 better watch out!

New blog for kam shaos: Yes or No?

ok, I've been thinking of having a blog for us zoology students, at least so far only the 6 of us, so that we can make profiles of animals like real zoologist does. Well, we can upload some photos and information we got from lectures to this blog. My first intention was actually to help us enjoy zoology more besides having a revision site. It might work, or it might not. However, it'll be fun having us to post profiles of different animals and insects and protozoas all, describing it with the information we got from different sources. It's more to interest actually, but it really add burdens to us then, maybe this could be something we can look forward in updating during breaks or holidays. But of course, I hesitate, should this be accepted by my fellow course mates... So yeah, do give me some clue, YES or NO???

1st sem break, and I'm rotting...

I wonder a lot recently. It has been a week since I last came back home for my sem break. The more time I have for myself, I'll start to wander around and dream, imagine, and think a lot... Think of pointless things... =P

Yeah, I'm still considered as a teenager, I'm only 20 by the way. It's just the beginning of my life! But seriously, I can't stay alone for too long myself. I will be dragged into fantasy from day to day.... By the time next sem starts, I'll freak off and stress again, not to mention gained a lot of weight!

Er... these days, I've been thinking of my friends who are already dating. I'm still wondering, how does it feels like to fall in love? When I watch dramas, the feeling seems real when I put myself into the characters. Alas, I still don't know how people can fall in love that easily. Some relationships can last for years, and some are just like "play-dates", which only lasts no longer than you can say "supercalifragilistic explielidious" [from Marry Poppins]

I don't know... maybe I'm in another transition period? People tease me from time to time. But if it's not true, then I just treat it normally. Of course, around those whom I'm close with only. My "Prince Charming" has yet to come. And I don't need to worry bout this anytime soon. But whenever I'm left alone in the house, my mind will always wander back to this issue... finding the right person in life. *I blame all the dramas and movies for this! Most of them has love stories....

*sigh* Girls always joke around saying they'll never marry, and I'm one of them. But now I'm curious over how it feels like, cause my friends, one by one has begun to have a couple of their own. I'm now rushing, not worrying. When the time comes, there'll be someone for each of us, our destiny, our fate ^^

But seriously, stop thinking about this issue N.E.! ~